I broke down and cry today. For whatever reason, I succumbed to fate that I couldn't hack it. I hadn't been getting much sleep and I was simply physically tired. There was way too much to do, too little time and too little help or none at all. I didn't even have the time to eat. Now that sucks big time. The remarks that some people made, made me angry at the same time sad. I had put my heart and soul into things but those hard work was not appreciated by some people...this is when I was supposed to say C'est La Vie...but I wasn't in the mood. I work too much. I think I better slow down a little and start to enjoy what surrounds me and what matters. I sobbed..then help started coming in. Amazing what unleashing of frustration can do. All the sudden, the whole office started to 'move'. People started to answer phonecalls and life begins again. I should cry more often. Yukh.
